Mother's Death 母亲的离世 In this highly conflicted and difficult setting, the one event that may have had more impact on Henry's pathology than any other took place. When he was twelve years old, his mother died of cancer of the breast. The loss was a severe one, a loss that in fact Henry never recovered from. He recalled that he was outside playing baseball one afternoon. The son of the local doctor came out and told him that his mother had died. He remembered feeling confused and bewildered. He could not remember crying, nor could he remember any of the details of what happened after she died. He remembered feeling resentful and deprived. He felt that his religious ideas were all confused at the time. He felt no one cared about him anymore. He felt that God could not care about him because He had taken his mother away. 在这个充满冲突和困难的环境中，发生了一件对亨利的心理状态影响可能比任何其他事件都更大的事情。在他十二岁那年，他的母亲因乳腺癌去世。这一损失对他来说极为沉重，事实上，他从未从这一打击中恢复过来。他回忆说，一天下午，他正在外面打棒球。当地医生的儿子走出来告诉他，他的母亲去世了。他记得自己当时感到困惑和茫然。他不记得自己哭了，也不记得母亲去世后发生的事情的任何细节。他记得自己感到愤恨和被剥夺了一切。他觉得自己的宗教信仰在那一刻都变得混乱不堪。他觉得再也没有人关心他了。他觉得上帝不可能关心他，因为上帝把他的母亲带走了。